I want this blog to be a healing, powerfully embracing place for you to come and see how magnificent the world is. But I’ve been avoiding writing because things in my life that are crazy hectic, I can’t write about. My birthday is tomorrow. I love my birthday, but I always seem to be let down because I do expect things from someone I love. He’s is in no way obligated to do or get me anything. He never has been. On the first birthday we were “seeing each other” he showed up late to a dinner with a bunch of my friends where I was introducing them to him…So that was pretty fucked up. But he did get me a GORGEOUS Movado watch that I wore with love for a few years…Since then, he managed to neglect who I am to my core each and every time. He’s even gone out of his way to ruin my special day. BUT that doesn’t matter.
My life is so much grander than a minuscule, damaged man affecting my day to day happiness. HE DOES NOT. But trust me, it took me a long time to not give him that power. I will help you find your way away from anything that is taking your power away from you.
What does affect my day to day happiness at this current moment are the people I spend every day with. Mom and dad. I never imagined at my age, 29 + a few, that I would want and value my time with my parents so much. I have much personal stuff to write that I can not do right now. I will find a way to get back to the blog content that I started creating. But, my blog is an extension of who I am. I am all about being transparent and, hopefully, relatable. I want to show others that living life should be without restriction. Most of those restrictions are placed on us by society.
Alas, I can not write about what I truly need to be writing about, but I will find a way to stay connected. Please allow me some space and grace. I’d love some good vibes sent my way. You are all greatly appreciated.
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